It has been a while since my last post. I've never wanted to write from an empty well or residue. As I read and study the word of God, I often jot down insights, asking the Holy Spirit is this the springboard in which He would speak. I would then leave off from my thoughts and continue in my thoughts with no certainty or action behind it. It wasn't until recently after the death of my son I felt no use for my platform (ministering the word of God) whether it was blogging or Social Media.
One may say, "of course that's natural, it happens and you'll heal". It wasn't whether or not I'd write, post, or Blog again. It was whether or not I would live again in the realm of the spirit where I know for certain the gift that was birthed in me wasn't meant to die because my son did. I would find myself drifting into an unknown space apart from God. Here I could edit, backspace, cut and paste but there, the hole in my heart is forever etched. So I say now unto Him (Jesus) who is able use this thorn, even as the Apostle Paul prayed 3 times for it to be removed, God's answer to him as it is to me "my grace is sufficient", in writing, ministering, teaching as the Holy Spirit give several abilities. So I yield my tongue as a ready writer to continue to avail myself even in the midst of it all. Selah....Coming soon....
